Dear Diary,
As time moves on, I realize deeply that I’m not a kid anymore. I don’t know if it’s because I just listened to the song Landslide…. I’m joking.
In all seriousness, it’s 2026 now, and soon big changes are coming. I’m starting to wonder if I’m ready for what the future has for me. Am I ready for “Adult Life”?
152 days and 7 hours is all I have left until I graduate high school. I once dreamed about finishing school sooner, and it’s crazy cause now I’m wondering how life will be without having to wake up at 5:30 in the morning to take a shower, brush my teeth, and find a decent outfit for school.
What will life be without having conversations with the only teachers who made me feel like I mattered, who were my only motivation when there were hard times?
I don’t know anymore, I have so many thoughts but so few words to actually express how I feel about everything. I just know that I feel like I’m getting a little crazier every day… again, just joking, lol.
A big sigh is all I have.
So as I sit here with 152 days left, I can’t help but wonder what comes next. The future is full of questions, and I’m stuck in the middle of them. I’m not sure if I’m ready, but maybe no one really is, and that’s okay. I guess I’ll take it one step at a time. Whatever happens, I’ll be alright even if it’s a little scary.
152 days to go, but who’s counting?
